On The Edge

Finding myself is harder than I thought. Sometimes I know exactly who I am and then something happens and it all changes. Many times I find my dreams filled with endless roads and a cd player turned all the way up. To me thats all I need. All I want.

Then I dream bigger. I want to stand on stage and sing till my throat bleeds. Sing until I can't breathe. Or sit behind a sound board in a studio helping a band record an album that means something to them. Maybe hit the road in a van for ten months while getting bands into gigs and meeting new fans. Maybe I can direct a movie that scares you or makes you laugh so hard you cry.

I want to do something that means so much more than being chained to this life I hate so much. I think thats why I loose myself on my head. I pretend this world is real when all it is, is something thats bursting out. Ripping me apart at the seams to show what I could be, not what I am. Who I should be not who I pretend to be.

I'm on the edge and I'm ready to fall.

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