I find myself sitting in my college classes feeling amazed by what I'm doing.
Sometimes I want to rip my hair out and yell at myself and ask why I decided to attend college in the first place. I find my self drowning in my poor attempts at organizing my time and homework. Maybe that's why I'm failing my English composition class, of course I think it's because my professor hates me.
I'm trying to work 30 or so hours a week, 8 hours a day normally right after my 5/6 hours of classes, and have a social, family life, and clean my house. I know my work load is not that bad compared to others that I know but I'm still having trouble because I've never had to work this hard at school before.
Other times I find these amazing inspirations that keep me going. I watch these incredible videos or see this amazing photo or illustration. As of right now I'm thinking of double minor in photography and graphic design.
As of right now all I want to do is make it through my second semester of college. Life is hard and I've already had first hand experience with it. Sure things get tuff, but who am I to wimp out? It's hard but I'm gonna make it to the top, I'm not gonna quit.

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