Whirlwind

So for the last three days I've been a mess. My mom is in the hospital and in ICU and wont be home for a few more days. I felt like all the oxygen was pulled from my body and someone smashed my brains in. I think mostly because I haven't been able to fully step back from the situation and breathe. But as night falls thats exactly what I am doing. I'm going to take that warm bubble bath, cry, and get some good sleep for the first time in days. My mom is coming home soon and I can't be a mess for her or myself. I know life is hard sometimes and this is one of those times but I can't keep falling apart at the seams.

On another note my ipad I so excitedly ordered last Thursday has finally made its way incredibly closer. I never knew how far things traveled when you order them online. I've become obsessed with tracking my order (I'm new to this whole online ordering thing). It's quite fun for me. Its a small relaxing moment in my day. That'll be fun to play with.

I have also fallen in love with a song called "Part of Me" by a wonderful and inspiring artist called Katy Perry. Please enjoy the awesomeness. (embedded from KatyPerryVEVO)