Live Without Fear

I often forget about the clear blue skies and colorful sunsets while I'm running circles around a ticking clock. Time hasn't quite let me out of its clutches just yet and I haven't got the strength to fight against it yet. While trying to figure out where I am in school, work, and family I often forget about just stopping so I can enjoy it all. So I can just live again.

I know that I am not the only who struggles with time weighing them down but its always so hard to just break free. I always see life kinda like that awesome movie where the main character is just so overwhelmed and sick of life that they can just shed their skin and travel to find who they really are in this world and are happier for doing it in the first place. I think thats why I am always so sucked into story lines and happy endings. The story is always so interesting that you just can't hit the pause button so you follow the person all the way until the end and find that instead of working in their hometown of like 50 people that they're finally in the big city trying to make their dreams work and THEY ARE HAPPY.

Thats what I always envied about the characters in a movie or TV show, they could always just leave without being weighed down by having to pay bills and things they could just get up and do it. In real life we have to make sure bills are paid, jobs are set, say goodbye to everyone, forward mail, pack, save money, etc. They don't have too, because they are a fictional character they usually have no problems with just packing a bag and leaving on a bus. 

I know that at the end of the day I'm being just a bit silly about all of this but wouldn't it be amazing to just pack up and go wherever we wanted and not have to worry about not being able to make it out okay? If I could I would just travel the world taking amazing pictures, finding amazing hidden places tucked far away, listening to great stories, and learning things I normally wouldn't living in just one place. I just want to be able to live without fearing for my next paycheck or making sure bills are paid on time, I mean yes that is the responsible adult thing to do but what about experiencing the world like it should be? 

I would rather live without fear than to fear living.