Getting In The Way

It feels so good to be back on campus again. I don't feel a surge of energy in my self for this semester but I do feel as though a change has come. I realize now how much effort I was putting towards work than my education, no education isn't the right word, career sounds much more homey. I continuously, over the last three semesters, put work before my career choice. And now that I know that I figured that I've missed a lot out while attending class while my focus was somewhere else. Where I can't change the past, I can change the future.

I will study more.

I'll spend more time on campus. 

I will work less and focus on my "career".

I will put more effort into class discussions/projects.

I WILL TAKE ADVANTAGE OF EVERY OPPORTUNITY GIVEN TO ME.

For too long have I skimmed the surface of who I am and how much I really am capable of. I know I can do so much more than what I've done over the last year. I don't need someone to tell me that I can do it, I'm not saying that I don't want to hear it though! :), I just need to be the one who pushes myself to go further and work harder and look outside of the box. I use support from friends and family as a crutch instead of an inspiration to keep moving. It's time for me to become the adult I am and step up go after what I want to do in life. From now on I will follow my dream and not let myself get in the way.