Rant With A Little Exercise

Hello my lovely readers! Happy Tuesday!

Okay so I'm not gonna lie, yesterday was pretty hard for me. I live with my mom to help pay for bills. My mom was laid off twice in the last two years and spent a good chunk of 2012 unemployed because it was hard for her to find a factory job. Luckily she was able to get a part-time job at a nursing home, the pays not the best but hey, its a job. I work and attend college and pay for what I can. Yesterday my mom received a letter in the mail from the bank who is the loan company on the house. Apparently being two months behind is immediately grounds for sixty days 'til they foreclose on your home.

I happened to have enough to cover the delinquent payments so its all good until next month. I have no ties to the house other than I helped my mom get it in the first place (the old place she lived was bought and the new owners gave residents sixty days to get a new place before they took down the trailer park, which is just an empty space of land they are now trying to sell) and the fact that I live under the roof. Its just hard to deal with because this is the first house my mom has ever owned and one of the nicest places we've lived.

Life is just hard nowadays. I finally understand why adults hate having to be responsible and sensible. Its insane the amount of things you have to keep up with just to get by let alone stay on top of things. House payments and insurance, car insurance, medical, groceries, electricity, water, and having to cook and clean and about a billion other things. Not to mention having to worry about if you could potentially loose your job. I really can't blame anyone for going insane by the age of 25.

Other than the usual angry rant about adult hood, everything else has been pretty suh-weet. I bought a game two days ago for my kinect called Nike+ Kinect Training. That thing kicked my butt. However it feels soooooooo good. My muscles hurt, are tired, and feel very sore. I wouldn't trade that feeling for the world. I have to say I absolutely am adoring the heck out of my Nike FuelBand and Nike+ Kinect game. See a trend here?

I really do love exercising more than I did as a teen. Its exhilarating to feel your body screaming at you until you hit your goal. I feel sore either the next day or the day after and it always brings a smile to my face and its not because it hurts. Its because my feeling your tires muscles you know that your doing something right. I feel as if I'm becoming the person I want to be. Someone who is comfortable with themselves and confident enough to let the world know (I am totally a very shy person).

I think if you've read all the way to this point your probably sick of reading so I'll stop here. Thanks for stopping by!

Until next time darlings,
 XoXo Kayla