It's been a while....

I wont lie and say that I've been extremely busy because the truth is that since I've been out of school for the summer I just haven't the motivation to do much of anything. I start off with momentum but somehow I always loose it fairly quickly. I think it has something to do with the fact that I am one of those people who find it easier to quit before it becomes too hard. 

I was in tee ball as a little girl and I quit because I just didn't want to do it anymore. I had the idea to write a short story but I hated the way it began. I had an internship then I found out that it wasn't legit because I didn't file the paperwork for school and I wouldn't like to waste their time or get the business in trouble because I was too excited and 'jumped the gun'. I always start with good intentions and hard work toward a goal but I seem to lack the hard motivation to go through with it. 

I can't say why I am that way but I realize that I need to change that part of me if I want to go further in life and do some of the amazing things I could hope is possible. So here it is...I am a commitment phobe (only when it comes to tasks and projects) and I want to change that part of me. So I am issuing a challenge to myself. 

1. I will wake up earlier to get things done.
2. I will make one commitment a day/week.
3. I will organize my life.
4. And lastly, the words "I can't" and "Impossible" are not in my vocabulary.

It's been a while but I will continue on to make my life better and stronger. I will move forward and continue on with a strong motivation. Because I can and I will and I will not be the one who is holding myself back. 

XOXO Stay Strong!